Sunday, October 5, 2008

_*LoVe is blinDly*_

aRrg...daMn sieN now lo!!yesterdaY i sleplt at 5a.m,and now so early woke up!!haiz....=(~~~doNNo y i thiNk alot of thing about hiM....should i???sigh...i feeL singel is better rite now...i damn scare single b4,coz i'M really neeD a persoN caRe of mE!!'loVe is always hurT,but without loVe liFe is meaningleSs...'izzit?but 4 me....y should continue iF it is hurT??

fEEder msg me yesterdaY,abouT thE................aiks,donno how 2 saY nEh!!he say can change my life,lolz.....really?i wish to change my liFe now!^^4geT all tHe sadnEss,staRt my new lifE!!

30th oF sep....
darL invitE mE to a chaT rooM,deN i kneW two guyz from theRe...EmmeNt n LeO!they R freN act.....is quite fuNny whEn i 1st timE chaT v theM!but i stilL abit confuSe,make me blur v tht chat rooM!!!deN leO aDD me to his lisT.....v staRteD chat froM the daY~~~=)
hMM.....hE brEaK v heR eX 2 yearS ago,but he still loVe n misS his eX alot!....he donno whether should wait or not,coz his ex maRRieD!!!omg~~~hE is reallY a blind passion guyZ.....he tolded me tht he often drink alcoholic tO anesthesia himself,deN he wun thinK mucH about his eX anymore??how about 2nd day?alcoholiC iS really bad v health....bUt is tht the waY he chooSe is rite??

2nD oF sep....
01.34.16A.M~~hE pM me...i still not yet sleep v tht nite....watching drama theRe....=)he tolded me tht he drunk and keep saying about his eX...i'm stupid i thinK,coz my advise iS useleSs 4 hiM!4 me....juz do wateveR u like to do,if u think it is worth!anD i thinK my caRe is tOo ovEr jor...leT hIm feeL strEss!he ask Me izzit scaRe tHt he will fall in loVe v mE...??i think it is impossible.....

3th of sep....
i daMn moodY,coz i juz break up v hiM!!!i keeP drop mY teaRs when sms-iNg v him.....heaRt bRokE agaiN~~~i wisH v didN't happeN anythiNg n now still thE samE,but.....eveRythinG iS changE!he is not belong to me anymore!!T.T tht daY....doNno y i bcomE leo'S sistEr,anD he become my bRo....=="hahaZ....GOOD!!!iT is really gReaT~~~~

4th oF sep....
bluR,bluR aNd bluR!!
i starteD confusE n suSpecT v waT he saY,i doNno which i have to hear....fren oR sis?whicH u wan??haiz....anD my minD still thinkinG the momenT v kenJi~~~~i'M really a idiot gf...i caN't give wat i have to hiM!i'm soRry...

5th oF sep....
leO ask me...'u like me'....hahaz.....
i answer him of coz~~iF not how 2 b hiS siS??and he tolded me thT i'Ll regreT if tht day he didn't say wan me b his sis,coz i neveR c him,never understand hiM!i suRe understaNd waT r u thinking~~~he saY if 1 day he can let her go,he will meet mE!he called me give him sumtimes,he will fall in love v mE!aS a siS oR eveN a fReN....i caN't do thT to u!i juZ wisH tht u can b happy alwayZ,if wan u 4get all the past,it is really cruel!!siNce i read uR blog,i realizE tht u really lovE ur ex so much!dun bcoz of me u forcE urself to 4geT heR,eveN 1 daY....u really caN put dowN,buT ur heaRt still will b thE samE!!b uR sis,i still will take care of u....juz like my real brotheR.....=)Rmb got anything muZ tel mE....

wisH hiM happy alwayS,anD Really mEet sum1 thT caN cuRe hIM!!!^^

ok,juz stop heRe!i neeD to reply keNji dE msG jor~~~~^^

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