As u wiSh,CongratZ!

GAMES OVER!!!!

i shoulD let go u,even i'm noT willinG......
bcoZ i noE u'lL b more suffEr n hurT when i telliNg u all abouT hiM!
i noE u dun caRe....aS loNg as u noe all my stuFf.....
buT i can'T do tht oN u edi~~
u toT i waS so happy when telliNg u all tHt?i'm suFfer also....
buT i'M so sorrY...
i caN't lie myselF anymoRe~~~

16/11/2008
i receive a msg from sum1~~

"i juz wan to tel u sumthing.u wasted few months times to b v _____*=X...have u ever used uR brain to think abouT iT?giving up,lettinG go is uR way?den y u couplE?if u still straggliN v eX den dun couple la.make an excuse to break up.did u ever think wat he is thinking?or his feeling?did u ever noe how much he loves u?u r not worth foR him or any guy i tel u!he might noT b a perfect guyz,but he is trying to b uR perfect prince!wheRe u can finD such guy?wat u did for him?flirting outside or find excuse to break n flirt back v ex?pls la,iF u r clever one,thinK urself !who can reli gives u happiness?i don hope he wasted his time for da one isn't worth!"

yeA,u r rite!i have no brain to think abouT it,coz i'm sumonE break up easily!
i didn't ever think about his feeling oR thinking about wat....
iF i'm noT worth...u can cal him to give up,i didn't force him 4 the wait?y say til likE my fault?
i'M flirting outsiDe?can u juZ make it cleaR?i'm not as CHEAP as u toT!!!!
u caRe abouT ur fren,den who gonnA caRe my feeliNg?
i caN sWeaR tht....when i b wif him,i havE no 1 sec think about my eX!!!!!!iF not i wuN starteD diz relationship v him!!

soRry...
sum word i gonna mention heRe....
o.O : yeS...bcoz diZ is de actual oF minE...i haD stoppeD beinG a fooL....
evE : yea...can go celebratE!

o.O : well...goiNg to...havE to opeN winE to celebrate for it..gonna enjoy those hoT chicks ouT theRe..doNt worry i will continue being a fool...bcoz i will noT!
eVe : soRRy,i juZ wish u happY n 4geT mE!

o.O : no neeD uR wish...well...i will forgeT u aftEr knowing thosE hoT chicks ouT theRe....mayb cant even rmb ur name...
evE : ......

o.O : sorrY
eVe : dun sorrY...there's no moRe sorry between uS!plz dun say anymoRe....

o.O : my sorry doesnt mean anything...dont misunderstand...u wont hear any from me anymore...dont worry..
eVe : y muZ like thT?i really dun understanD...if u guyZ likE to huRt ppl,plS dun come neaR mE!

o.O : dont come near u if meant to hurt u?den wat r u doing now,u are stepped closeR to b hurT...and u said tht is u...my word kill u?did my word brings any meaning to u anymore...it seems kinda pretty from u...
eVe : i'M not the happiness anymore...bcoz i think u never say those stuff to uR ex b4...i can't belieVe thosE word comE from uR mouth!

o.O : well..can u stop it..plz dontsay anymore...dont make me failed the last step,iF no...everything i do is useless...

aikS.....
doNno waT u'Re thinkiNg,tO mE iT seeMs quitE tougH,to holD a coNversatioN,when worDs r noT enuFf....
iF diZ iS uR decisoN,n theRe's ntH i can dO....
u treat me likE tht n say those rubbish to me,juz to make me hated u......
Do u think u was successful?
Do u think thT i waS believE v wat u say?
RIDICULOUS!!!
i tell u....u waS failure 4 everythinG u haD donE...
buT finE....
u wisH thT i hateD u,i juZ leT uR wish comE tuRe....
i dunwan to think tOO much of it edi....
kinda tiRed...!!=(

diZ timE...
i hopE tHt u really wun turn back attention oN mE anymoRe....
sinCe u eDi treat me likE tHt.....i haVe nth to say!=X

anyway...
thX 4 all thoSe websiTe...
anD...
uR cariNg!appceriatE it aloT!

=)
wisH u gooD nitEz heRe...
n...
staY happY alwayZ!^^

DIVA/DANCER oR AH GUA look!

ArrgHHHhh......
TireD!
tired!
TIRED!

dun feel wanna woke up at diz morninG!
anD lazy to go 4 class....=(
buT.......have to go alsO~~~~
luckly my class oN 2 o'clock,iF not.......i will b a cute panda beaR!=p

ntH special today...
juZ learn Diva look
my turn to Demo.....

B4 demo.....
teacher :evelyn,y aRe u look like so sad,moody?
eVe :haR?no la~~~

curiouS!
y teacheR so like to c mE....alwayZ look at my look!
anD askeD wat happen v mE~~~~
i look sadness alwayZ?mayb....
lolZ....but i noE y teacher so pay attention oN mE edi....
coZ...
coZ.....i noE i'm....Erhem!!!
hahahaz...*SHHhhhh!
aCt...i doNNo!=="lolZ...

okok...
stop talking rubbish edi...
c pic...=)

teacheR demo...

mY diva looK...=)

mY pretty claSsmatE~~~^^

dearesT teacheR~~~

stephy n mE,v likE diz poSe!hehe...

muackZzz...

eVelyn vS evelyn

joyCe_mE

i like diZ pic...=)

ok...enD!
closE filE....
lolZ....

teacheR toldeD uS ouR cReatiVe exAm theme today...
*4 seasoN*
-Spring~
-SummeR~
-Autumn~
-Winter~
oMG!!!i have no idea at alL...T.T
oF coZ i likE wintEr...=)
a romantiC feEl....wohoo!
sO....i think i wiLl creatE a winteR fEel!
looK forwarD to my work....hope wun b sucK!!!o.O

18/12 exaM ar.....
exam day really kill mE...
coz i alwayz worry abouT my exaM!
nervouS la....scare fail la....diz la....tht la!
haiZ~~

lazY to wriTe summoRe....
gonnA layiNg on beD agaiN!^^

look forward...liFe still have to goes thought!=)

haiZ...
2nd+few hours day edi,sTill in a shock moDe...=(
.....
juZ let it~~

i juZ bacK fRom MOS,so damn tiRed!
but iS ok la...
bettEr than satying at homE think 'mou wai ye'....

babe came n fetch me,she tolded me her fren waiting us at 1u 4 dinneR!so v gonna rush to theRe~~
aFter reached 1u,babe kept callinG her fren,but turn to voice msg~~she guess tht mayb her fren fon out of battery....so v found the restaurant but heR fren is not theRe!she started worry about heR fren.....lolz,i tolded babe she will nth de la....mayb she go back n charge her fon leh...(she livinG sumwhere near 1u).........she say she hope so!
den v make a decision...go find sum food 4 stomach while waiting her fren reply the call!!!
finally v took away MC and ate inside de car.....
til v reached mos,heR fren still didn't have any respond!den babe called her ex 4 help.....sign in her msn n c whether her fren is on9-ing or not!!!
SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THe gal is on9-ing...........wat the....
and her fren say she had send a msg to babe's facebook tell tht she dunwan go edi!!!!!
ZzzzZZz.....skip it!

on thE way to 1U~~

alwayz b my babE~~^^muackz!

wah~~mOs is alot ppl today!
alot leng lui.....
alot gangter.....
alot kid...*mean sum ppl look immaturE!=p
aloT ............bla bla bla~~
but no leng chai!!=(

haiz....
i knew tht i have to stand whole day inside mos edi...
hahaz....
clubbing reallY not suit me la~~~
standing there alot ppl came n flirt me,i duN like diZ kind oF suck liFE...><

ok...stop heRe!
dun felt to list out how they flirt mE!

MOS niteZ....

27/11/2008
~ChinsE Opera~
wohoo...
diZ time i'm not thE last onE again...=)
seriouly....
diz fantasy make up is hard,look like quite easy....but stupiD me can't done well!
haiz...

donG*qiang!dong*qiang!dong dong dong dong*qiang......o.O

so wu liao...=="

shE like diz pose....alwayz blEr...=p

myselF!

teacheR DEMO!

26/11/2006
luckly i still can attend my claSs....=)
buT tht day my eyes......fuyoh....
likE waT?doNno also~~
teacheR tot i sick,ask me y look so sorrow~~
deN i tolD her about tht accidenT.....
she say dun think too much of it!as long as i stilL aliVe!
thx teacheR!!!
buT.....sigh!nth la...dun mention better!=(

diZ is 2nd timE v do animal face paintiNg,is really damn fxxxinG hard la!
i alwayz wanna give up on it,no matter 1st or 2nd time!
lolz...my 1st time work really....OMG!!!!likE shit~~~can'T accepT at aLl.....
stephy sAy wan puT my suck work on heR blog....T.T
bully mE.................
but my classmate can donE well,so.....EVelyn Tan Siew Ling iS so damn stupiD!><

enjoY my stupiD piC....=="

i donno y i so damn slow,like turtle!><

lolZ...stephy look cuTe!=)

dUN sAY i cuTE!!!!!!

woW~~a preTty caT!>.o

ok....sTop heRe!
i really damn fXXXing tirEd edi~~
alomost 5 o'clock joR!

niTez...^^

a hoRroR accidenT thT i can'T 4get in my liFe....

THANK
TO
GOD!
BECAUSE I STILL SIT IN FRONT OF MY PC BLOGGING....><

TIME :arounD 9:45p.m
PLACE :KOTA DAMANSARA
PERSON :ALONE

Can u believe thT i closE my eyEs n wait 4 diE???
open my eyEs n askeD myself....'AM i STILL ALIVE?"

a horroR accident thT i can'T melt it in my mind......

tht niTe
i wan to go THE CURVE cineleisure aCt....iT was a raininG day!
donno y i follow to klang highway,aiks...stupid mE!!
so dAMN shiT!!!
watched the time,omG!goiNg to 10....
i speeD....and called babe,shE askeD me follow kota damansara sighboard!
so....i juz follow wat she say~~~
UnfortuNately....
wheN i turn to the corner.....the car seem like lost control.....
it kept leFt...rigth...left...right,my brain was blank at the moment!
i have no moRe time to think wat should i do v the next step!!!
but doNno y....
my mind juz appeaR u.....anD i juz think oF u~~
"i'M soRry, i caN't acComplished ouR daTE....if i gonna leave,i juz wish tht u holdinG my hands til i close my eyes!"T.T

BANG!!!!!!
...........i tot i edi roll down to a hill............
open my eyEs....
aM i still heRe?
oH.....thanks GoD.....i still alive!!!!
tearS flow down immediAtely~~~
i called him......and tolded him i accident!
den i called babe.....
she called me dun cry,she will bE coming very soon...very very soon!

i goT nth to do while waiting sumonE came n borrow me a shouldeR n give mE huG....

arounD 15 min....
babE reached n she gave me a warm hug,and tel me...
"dun worry,i'm heRe noW!everything is paSsed....u're safe noW!"
buT i really geT a shock...can'T say out any words!
when he reached...
i felt tht i have an impulse,wish to run to hiS embrace!anD told him........tht i......(can't lisT heRe)
haiz....but i can'T do tht,coZ he is noT minE!
is enuFf tht he is beside me comfort me.......
i can'T request so much,if not i will losT wat i haD now!juZ wish to make a stop v diz momenT,even iS few sec...i dun care,dun minD at all!

i appreciate u likE how i appreciate my life...u noe wat i think!but u still keep saying sumthing tht let me felt sad!
anD u edi gavE mE an answer...
but i still being a fool~~even i noe u have gf.....
SEriously....i can'T let go u likE b4 5 month ago,coz i noe....even i put u down,the next sec i will bE fall again v u!iS haRd....the feelinG killinG me,sigh!



i'M heRe to leave some words 4 the only one~~

KyetheRinE SiM GuaT liNg

i caN't eveR founD a frEN like heR....
she will alwayz besidE me when i neeDed her!
she can put down all the thing when she noE i was accidenT n came immediately!
anD thE FXXKING BMW....U NEARLY KILL My babE.....luckly my babe is saFe noW~~=)
babe,i will appreciate u....not only now but forever n eveR!
muackZzz...

SAVE U iNSIDE MY HEART!<3

tHx 4 everyonE helpiNg me....
thx alot~~^^
thx god!!!

*a daY oUt v hiM*

SATURDAY NITE....

i haVe bEen inviteD foR a diNner fRom JOEL LIM!=)

hE saY....haRd to cHi-chaT v mE,coZ i bz-iNg took photo inside thE caR!...=="
haiz...no choicE woR....wHo calL mE so 'zi lian'!=p

enjoY sum 'zi lian' piC..=D

o.O

dRive carefullY..=)

tHe momenT v hiM...GREAT~

cuTe....buT look fakE la my deaR!

insiDe th toileT!

v havinG ouR dinner aT CROWN PLAZA HOTEL!the food really........aiks...dun felt to say la!but to be honest....likE shiT iF comparE v shangri-lA hotel!
aFter dinneR....i feeL waNNa go toilet pulak...==" lolz...geT wat i mean?
den the fellA msG mE...
"dun take photo insiDe"
swT...iF i took photo inside also wun so loNg la....DENG!!!!!
however...
althought the diNNer likE....'erHEM'...but i really enjoy iT!^^
tHx 4 it!
muackzZ*

hMm....
shoulD stop heRe...
i
daMn
fxxxiNg
tirEd!

niTez...=D

ArtistRy

sTarteD my lasT coursE eDi.....
i fEel fuN v iT aNd i enjoyiNg the class aloT aloT alot!=)
hMm....1sT day i wenT bacK to academy,FelT tht i'M so lonely...babE goNe!darl goNe!noW juZ leFt mE alonE!!T.T sigH....skip diZ!
wOhoo...
DraCulA makE up....reallY fantasY la...diZ is waT v 1st day learN!

a pRettY gal becomE a hoRror draculA!

belieVe it....iS mE!=)

stephY_mE

Dracula team membEr....wanNa joiN uS?=X

2nd daY....
AgeiNg make up~~~

TeacheR Demo....

OMG.....i dunwaN become likE tht!T.T so damN uglY

mY skill baD!!!=(

3tH day...
teachEr demo animal facE paintiNg n teacH uS bodY aRt!
i likE the bodY arT aloT leR....niCe to learN!kekeke

cuTe cuTe cute...=D

i fEel lazY to bloG acT....diZ feW day i fEel damn tirEd sinCe i starteD my claSS!haiZ....got homEwork summoRe...tht stupiD homework reallY kilLing my soul..=( i not gooD in dRawn....><

k...
juZ Stop Here....
hopE u guyZ haVe a fuN when c mY piC!=)

i caRe....Do u?

Read Slowly...

Have u ever woNdereD which hUrt thE mosT?

sayiNg somethiNg anD wisHiNg u hadn'T?
oR
sayiNg notHinG anD wisHiNg u haD?

I gueSs thE mosT impoRtanT thinGs aRe thE harDesT thinGs to saY.Don'T bE aFraiD to telL suMonE u loVe hiM....
iF u do....hE mighT break uR heaRT!
iF u don'T....u might breaK hiM!

Have u eveR decideD noT 2 becomE a couplE bcoZ u weRe so aFraiD oF losinG waT u alReadY
haD witH thT persoN?
uR heaRt decideS whoM iT likEs anD whom iT doesn'T.
U can'T tell uR hearrT waT to do....It doeS iT oN itS own......wheN u leasT suSpecT iT,oR eveN wheN u doN't wanT it to.

Have u eveR wanteD to lovE sumonE witH everthinG u had,buT tht otheR persoN waS toO aFraiD to leT u?
tOo manY of uS staY wallEd up bcoZ we aRe too aFraiD to caRe too mucH....foR feaR tht the otheR persoN doeS noT caRe aS much,oR even aT all.

Have u eveR denieD uR feelinGs for sumonE bcoZ uR feaR oF rejectioN waS too harD to handle?
wE tell lieS when we aRe afraiD....aFraiD of wat we doN't noE,aFraiD oF waT otherS will think,afraid oF waT will bE founD ouT abouT us.

BuT everY timE we tell a liE,thE thing we feaR Grows strongeR.

LiFe is all abouT riskS anD iT requireS u to jump.

Don'T be a persoN who haS to look back anD wonder waT they woulD have donE,oR coulD have haD.

waT would u do iF every timE u felL in lovE u haD to say GOOD-BYE?

waT woulD u do iF every timE u wanteD sumonE theY woulD neveR b theRe?

waT woulD u do iF u loveD sumonE moRe than eveR anD u couldn'T have him?

waT woulD u do iF uR besT fren dieD tomolo anD u neveR got to tell hiM/heR hoW u felt?(eveN iF it iS tht u don'T caRe anymoRe)

I wanT to tell u tHt....iF u diEd tomolo(GOD FORBID)
U woulD bE in mY heaRt....
woulD i be in uRs?

sO....
i juZ wanteD to say,even iF i neveR talk to u again iN my lifE,u arE SPECIAL to mE anD u havE maDe a diFFerencE iN my liFe.......
i looK up to u,rEspecT u,tRulY cherish u.....

i CARE ABOUT u!

*WroTe bY eVelyN T.S.L*
18/11/2008

somEthiNg i leaRnT

We all need to deal with three Phase
.

The past, the present and the future

.

We can't escape the past by trying to live in the future

.

We need to deal with the past first
.

Then the present, then the future

.

Unresolved offences, unconfessed sins, unpaid bills, unsaid apologies, unwritten letters will torpedo both our present and future.

.
Then we need to secure our present -

create patterns and systems to live by, organise work and play -

establish priorities and commitments
.

Our foundation is solid.

Now we can dream, pray, prepare, plan and stategize for the future.

=D~~

*olD bloG*

loLz...
juZ now check ouT a website(emeimei),i loNg timE didN't log in Edi...coz i 4geT the passworD jor!=(
den i register a new aCc...searCH back my olD aCC....sTill available!!=="den view back my blog tHt i wrotE b4....really......RIDICULOUS!!!


Saturday, June 4, 2005
-为什么一定要带着泪水过日子？难道我真的离不开泪水吗？是谁让我这样伤心难过；是谁让我痛不欲生？我恨你。。。恨你在我最无助的时候离开我！什么承诺？什么约定？你根本就没有办法完成！


-如果爱上你是一种错，
我深信这是我一生中最美的错，
我宁愿这样错一辈子，
你看见我写在莹幕上的字，
却看不见我掉在键盘上的泪，
或许爱情不一定完美，
但我宁愿选择无悔。。。


Friday, June 10, 2005
-只要真心相爱，就像地心引力；
不管分隔多远，多久。。。
到最后还是会在回一起！
对我来说你的心才是我最美丽的家，我可以回家了吗？


Sunday, June 12, 2005
-我一直以为爱情只不过是一个游戏，
结果。。。
你却让我看见，
原来爱情是可以一生一世的！！


-我很自私的哦！
你的背只准我靠，
腰只准我抱，
手只准我牵，
胸只准我躺，
嘴只准我吻，
爱只准我有，
这样自私的我。。。
你还爱吗？


Wednesday, June 15, 2005
-我知道一切都过去了。。。
你不会再回来，
什么约定？你根本就不想完成。。。
是我自己傻傻等待奇迹的出现！
爱你失去我自己！
我会祝福你。。。至少离开你之前你是幸福的！


Thursday, June 16, 2005
-“叶子掉下了，是风吹走了它，还是树不要它了？
如果树是珍惜叶子，它不会让风带走它！
如果你不主动爱惜一段感情，当它离你而去时，是你放弃还是你未曾珍惜过它？”
这是你发给我的信息，你还记得吗？

我想告诉你。。。。
“树是珍惜叶子的，一瞬间也好，只要树能够给叶子感受它的爱，它也不想风带走叶子。也许因为风的存在，叶子和树没有相爱的空间。因为风的存在，总有一天叶子会随着它走。是树没有珍惜叶子，还是叶子没有耐心等待呢？”

聪明的你，应该晓得我上面所写的是想表达些什么，不能否认，我真的很珍惜你，甚至很爱你，只不过。。。。那些都已经是曾经了。
在这个世界上，两个人能够相遇不是一件容易的事，所以。。。。我希望不能够成为情人的我们，会好好地珍惜这段无意的相遇，成为很好的朋友。。。
你说好吗？^^


Friday, June 17, 2005
-此刻的我。。。
心里无法有恨！
只想问。。。
为什么你是你？
为什么我是我？


Sunday, June 19, 2005
-猜想你的心要离开我，
是怕我爱的太累才给的理由吗？
即使这疏远的理由，
要流逝一天的光阴也无所谓，
因为无论你身在何方。。。
我相信这就是爱！！
望着你注视的眼神。。。
连你那小小的肩膀我都无法拥你入怀，
我憎恨这样的自己~.~
即使逃不过悲情命运安排使我们分离。。。
我也不会再让你的心流泪！
看着你对我露出微笑，我能体会这就是幸福！
~在这瞬间让我来感受你！~


Tuesday, June 21, 2005
-为什么我永远都选择不到我爱的是谁？
是你。。。
是他。。。
还是他。。。？
你们都很好，可是我却谁也不想伤害！
然而。。。
还是我自己一个人承受所有的痛苦！T.T


-我爱你。。。
所以我宁愿牺牲我的付出！
。。。最终，我还是离开你的世界了！~~
或许很痛苦。。
但是。。。
至少在我离开你之前，你是幸福，快乐的！n.n


Wednesday, June 22, 2005
-因为是你，
所以距离是一种伤害~
因为是你，
所以眼泪是有味道的~
因为是你，
所以就算你在我身边。。。感觉都好像是好远~好远~！！


Friday, June 24, 2005
-即使明天有多美好。。。
即使世界有多美。。。
我看到的，只会是黑暗！！


Monday, June 27, 2005
-为什么你要变得那么绝情？
我宁愿失去我以前的你，也不愿意面对现在那么绝情的你！
我现在才知道，我的你真的已经死了。


-一个恋爱着的人，
可比魔鬼或天使更有力量，
因为他们可以得到一切。。。

~相信我，我无法没有你！~


-~浪漫~是我虽有缺陷，但你依然对我不离不弃。
~浪漫~是当我遇到困难，你总会抓紧我。
~浪漫~是多难走的路，你总在旁照料着我。
~浪漫~是人生将到尽头，仍然有你牵着我的手。
~浪漫~是能执子之手，与子偕老。^_^


-爱是一种感觉，即使痛苦也觉得幸福；
爱是一种体会，即使心碎也觉得甜蜜！
邂逅是一种缘分，即使远远的看着对方也觉得满足；
邂逅是一种美丽，即使是任何一方先做出主动！~


-『幸福』不一定悦耳，也不一定是彩色的世界。
『幸福』是随性的，它可以是无形*无味*甚至无色的；没有人可以规定『幸福』的定义，只要你觉得那是你的『幸福』。。。
它就是『幸福』！！


Tuesday, June 28, 2005
-树的方向是风~
我的方向是你~

失去你，
生活失去了重心！
那种感觉，
就像断了线的风筝！

为什么电视播的明明就是戏剧；
而我却看到脸上都是泪潸潸的。。。
为什么每一次乘搭轻快铁时；
我还是习惯性的把身边的位子空着留给你。。。
为什么大雨一滴滴不停地打在身边；
我却感觉不到雨的存在。。。
为什么孤身走在拥挤的人潮中；
我却好像感觉到你还紧紧地握着我的手，
感觉到你依然依在我的身边。。。

我的心情在发呆，
我的心情在哭泣，
我的回忆在不停地倒带。

任性的把自己躲进思绪里~
可是就连思绪也都只能容纳你的样子。。。

我发觉~
我的思念没有免疫力，
因为我还是会想你，
还是会想见你>.<
答应我， “你一定要幸福哦！”


Wednesday, June 29, 2005
-如果一个相遇是为了最后的离别
你会选择相遇吗？
如果一个开始是为了最后的终结
你会选择开始吗？
如果开始的快乐为了最后的痛苦
你会选择快乐吗？
人生难免要做出不少选择 ！
人人说 。。。
命运是掌握在自己手中
其实并不是我们选择命运
是命运选择我们
我们只是命运手中的玩具
遭它玩弄
任它摆布
但~我很感谢命运 ，
让我遇到了你 ，
让我遇到了快乐 ！
在快乐的当儿 挂在嘴上的笑容 消失了 。。。
因为~你选择了离开！
希望~你是作出最好的选择！
祝福你~~ ^.^


-爱~
并不是我们能选择。。
他爱她 并不代表 她爱他
她爱他 并不代表 他爱她
当爱来临时，
带给我们幸福的感觉！
当它离开时，
留下的 却是悲伤和痛苦！
爱~有短暂^
有永恒^
短暂 放下不难，
永恒 得来不易，
能珍惜短暂的一刻
便得到永恒的时光。。。
珍惜 就不会失去一切*
他就不会离开她~
她也不会失去他~
其实相爱很难！
下过雨才会有彩虹^
真爱过才会有结果^
希望你*找到永恒 ！
祝福你*得到永恒！


Friday, July 1, 2005
-离开是一种很痛苦的感触！
离开是需要一股勇气的！
不是因为要离开才需要勇气，
而是要有一股放得下一切的勇气。
离开时~为什么会伤心？
是不是因为懂得伤心，
才明白什么是快乐？
离开时~都会感叹欢乐的时光为何走得如此匆忙！
接踵而来的却是清理欢乐之后的哀伤，
等待离开的时间并不难过。。。
难过的是得忍耐在等待中的落漠与离别的到来！
离开让人学会珍惜！
两人在一起就少不了悲^欢^离^合！
人虽万物之灵，
但却很少人真正做到知足~惜福~感恩
没有人能够一生都只有快乐>幸福>美满。。。
有快乐，有悲伤，这才是生命！
失去了毕生最珍贵的东西，还会幸福快乐吗？
就是一直都渴望拥有全部，才会失去。
就是因为要爬得高，才会跌倒。
直到失去后，才发现自己一直是最幸福的。。。>.<


Sunday, July 3, 2005
-爱你的人如果没有按你所希望的方式来爱你，
那并不代表他们没有全心全意地爱你。


-对于世界而言，
你是一个人；
但是对于某个人，
你是他的整个世界。


-没有人值得你流泪，
值得让你这么做的人不会让你哭泣。


Monday, July 4, 2005
-感情的事，
伤心总是难免的。。。
不过也不能放弃，
只求能夠跌倒了再爬起，
勇敢面对下一個草地，
相信总有一天~~~
你会找到属于你自己的天空！！n.n


-为了那些不懂得珍惜爱情的人哭泣，
伤心甚至于死。。。
别人是不会可怜你的，
只会笑你是傻瓜！
最残忍的报复，
就是。。活得比他开心，
爱得比他精彩，
比他幸福！


Friday, July 8, 2005
-不要怀疑爱究竟存不存在，
想爱就去爱，
不要害怕伤害。。。
没有谁应该为谁保证未来~~
放手去爱，
就算。。。爱会离开，
只要爱过就不算失败！！


Saturday, July 9, 2005
-有的人总是以为得不到就是和以失去才是最好的。
明明知道那根本不属于自己，却总想去追求那不切实际的事情！
有没有人真正理解我？
可以让我依靠？
我好累！烦恼快让我窒息了！………………………
时光如流水，留下的只有回忆。
有谁能让我解脱呢？


-为什么每次受伤后我们才知道珍惜？
好聚好散谁都会说~可真正做到的又有几个呢？
别总是在分手时说为了对方好。。。那只是个骗自己的谎言~~
其实自己很爱对方，但在一起的时候却总是为了小事吵架，吵架不就因为在乎吗？
爱一个人有错吗？


-美丽的谎言，我再也不会相信。
熄灭的火焰请永远冷却我的激情。
变了，一切都变了，还是孤独才是唯一的理由！
心痛的伤口永远都不会被悔恨取代，哪怕成为无根的枯叶，四处飘零...我不会凝固成型变得安静，死你嬷嬷的~~
我恨..恨所有的所有...我更想【 祈求有个真实的天空,别再虚伪也不要再失落 】给我再次选择的机会吧！>.<


-爱情降临的时候，就像海洛因注射在体内的感觉~~ 有如神仙一般快乐无比，一旦没有了就生不如死。。。想要戒掉它很难，如不戒就会慢慢死掉！ 爱情就像毒品可以把你变成天使也能让你做一个魔鬼~~ 想要保护自己就不要碰它，碰了就一定会后悔！


-你比喻的真好。。。 我的爱就是这样的伤了。。 也是心甘情愿的事。。。 我别无选择。。。 只有放却才是最好的结局，人在旅途身不由已。。。 有时更是生不如死.... 我爱你~~只有在心里去爱了。。。或许这是最好结局！！T.T


-我始终相信人的一生只能爱一个人，那种震撼一辈子只有一次！ 真爱是用心去爱，把他放在心里的某一角落里，而且这个角落永远只有他，永远永远。。。。 或许我们可以这样执著，但生活却依然要继续，因为生活不仅只有爱情。


-我知道，我什么都知道，
我知道我和你不会有结果，
我也知道我这么做是很傻的~~
你就放心！我会让自己幸福的，我知道我自己应该怎么做，不用想我的感受了~~ 真的。。。我没事的，其实这些我都想到了，我从一开始就知道结果了，只是我不想就此放弃，直到现在我看我应该放弃，不是应该，而是必须！ 是不是？我什么都知道了。 只要你过的好，我就满意了，只要你幸福，即使是叫我彻底的放弃你，我也愿意。


-开始的时候， 我们都相信。
而后来，就变的不在相信了。
就像小的时候一直想信月宫里住着美丽的仙女。
当有一天，我们真的会等上了月球，才会发现现实是多么残酷！


-童话固然是美的，可是这样的感情有几个人能承受呢？ 我想要这样的爱，可是我却承担不起，我找不到自己的王子，心里已经有了一个不该爱的他~~ 我只有伤心，希望童话有 一天真的能让我看到希望！


-时间可以倒流吗？ 如果可以我会选择我们从不相识， 那样你就不会伤心痛苦了！ 我好恨我自己！ 为什么直到现在才了解你的痛苦？ 我不会忘记你，爱情也是属于你的！我不要你的祝福，我会真心的为你祝福！


-其实在现实生活中也有童话般的爱情故事，只是我们没有经历过而以。。。 虽然说爱情的结局并不完美，但是我们还是要努力的去争取自己的爱情。 别人的爱情故事是怎样，不重要，只有自己试过才知道！！~~


-往往许多爱情都是凄美的
有个美丽的过程
但是结局却那么凄惨
如果让我选择一次的话
我宁可放弃
因为我怕自己承受不住失去最爱的人
那种伤心欲绝的打击
我爱的人最爱的歌曲就是童话
可是为什么
现在我感觉我们的距离越来越远了呢
是时间
还是我们自己改变了呢
每每听到这首歌
就会想起我与我的他在一起的快乐日子
希望天下热恋的每个人都能真惜两个人在一起的幸福时光


-情！
世间还是有的！
一生也许只有一个！
也许一辈子也碰不到！
不管如何！
如果你真心 恋过！
尽管让你痛！让你伤！请别恨！
但是我做不到！ 我恨天！恨地！恨她！ 恨情！


-在现实与爱情之间，爱情的浪漫显的是那么的稍纵即逝，回到现实，一切的一切都是那么的无奈，自己的深爱却在别人身边，爱我的人儿也是以泪洗面～爱真的好痛！！ 就是因为爱的痛，所以我们要好好的珍惜身边的他（她），为了深爱，就让自己狠狠的痛～～


-你最爱的， 往往没有选择你
最爱你的， 往往不是你最爱的
而最长久的， 偏偏不是你最爱的 也不是最爱你的 。。。
只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人！


Monday, July 11, 2005
-也许我并不是最好的，
但我对你的心。。。绝对是真的！
我不知道自己能够给你什么，
但我会尽最大的力量做到最好~~
这一切的一切只为了告诉你，
*我真得很爱你！*


-如果相见是一种错误~
那也已经错了。。。

如果爱上你也是一种错误~
可是都已经爱了。。。

但如果放弃你才是对的开始~
我宁愿……错到底！


Wednesday, July 20, 2005
-~时间~
带给你的不只是回忆，
还有成长。

一个人的路，
或许很难走，
但我愿意陪在你身边。。。
分担你的快乐，
分担你的难过！

即使最后牵着你的手的人
‘不是我’！

-不管将来的我们是否还会在一起。。。
我也会永远记得。。。

*因为有你*，我曾经幸福过，
知道自己曾经存在你的心里。。

#我爱你#
只一辈子的！


-^爱情^
并不是生活里全部的事情，
只要此时此刻，
我们爱得很用心，
就足够我一辈子去回忆！！


-♡在你身边向着经过的流星许愿，
其实。。。
我并不认为愿望能实现。
只想为你我记下最美丽的回忆！~~♡


-世界上比你好的人有很多，
你我都知道大家都不是完美的！

你和我那么不同，
我却偏偏喜欢你~~！

我知道我们可能连开始的机会也没有！
不过。。。只要你一生人里不会忘记一个不完美的人，
比爱自己更爱你，
那我就很满足了！！^_^

如果你真的注重事业或其它的事，
我回100%地为你打气~~

我回等你的。。。
请你相信我！


Thursday, July 28, 2005
-为什么我就是没办法讨厌他？

我现在知道了。。。

因为他早知道什么是绝望，

知道无法愈合的伤有多痛！~~


-你能找到理由难过，
也一定能找到理由快乐！


-就算全世界的人都看不起我，

我也不在乎。。。

我只在乎你。。。

你知不知道？


-为什么要问生命带给我什么，
而是应该问问自己。。。
我在我的生命留下些什么，
这才是我的舞台！！


Wednesday, October 12, 2005
-我不必睁开眼睛就能看见你，
因为你已在我的脑海里！
我不必问你就能知道你在那里，
因为你已在我的心里！
我不必接触你就能感觉你，
因为。。。你就是我，我就是你！

zZzz.....2005???so loNg edi~~~anD i caN't belieVe thT i caN wrotE thosE stuFF!!

really swT swt swt....

3.07a.M edi...gonna go mY bed edi!

nitE!!!*.*

bLeediNg loVe!

06/11/2008
i pLan to gO mOs v baBe 4 loNg timE agO,shE saiD i alwayZ foNg heR fei kei wor....i wUn b agaiN!!=)
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nO mooD to took piC...
feW pic niA!=(

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daRl_mE_babE

finallY finisH~~^^

2nD day when i wokE up....he pM mE!!!

suM1:hw's ytd dance?=p

eVe:boreD...=(

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iF u noE how i Feel,u will noE how mucH of hurT i haviNg noW....

wHen i saW u,i waS aFraiD to meEt u,
wheN i meeT u,i waS afRaiD to loVe u,
wheN i loveD u,i waS aFfraiD to loSe u!!

doN't felT to saY moRe...
bleediNg loVe....

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enjoY it~~~although it's ugly!!lolZ....
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1sT day...

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o.O

iS a daY i damN tireD....
modEl liFe really noT easY aS u toT~~

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