TO
GOD!
BECAUSE I STILL SIT IN FRONT OF MY PC BLOGGING....><
TIME :arounD 9:45p.m
PLACE :KOTA DAMANSARA
PERSON :ALONE
Can u believe thT i closE my eyEs n wait 4 diE???
open my eyEs n askeD myself....'AM i STILL ALIVE?"
a horroR accident thT i can'T melt it in my mind......
tht niTe
i wan to go THE CURVE cineleisure aCt....iT was a raininG day!
donno y i follow to klang highway,aiks...stupid mE!!
so dAMN shiT!!!
watched the time,omG!goiNg to 10....
i speeD....and called babe,shE askeD me follow kota damansara sighboard!
so....i juz follow wat she say~~~
UnfortuNately....
wheN i turn to the corner.....the car seem like lost control.....
it kept leFt...rigth...left...right,my brain was blank at the moment!
i have no moRe time to think wat should i do v the next step!!!
but doNno y....
my mind juz appeaR u.....anD i juz think oF u~~
"i'M soRry, i caN't acComplished ouR daTE....if i gonna leave,i juz wish tht u holdinG my hands til i close my eyes!"T.T
BANG!!!!!!
...........i tot i edi roll down to a hill............
open my eyEs....
aM i still heRe?
oH.....thanks GoD.....i still alive!!!!
tearS flow down immediAtely~~~
i called him......and tolded him i accident!
den i called babe.....
she called me dun cry,she will bE coming very soon...very very soon!
i goT nth to do while waiting sumonE came n borrow me a shouldeR n give mE huG....
arounD 15 min....
babE reached n she gave me a warm hug,and tel me...
"dun worry,i'm heRe noW!everything is paSsed....u're safe noW!"
buT i really geT a shock...can'T say out any words!
when he reached...
i felt tht i have an impulse,wish to run to hiS embrace!anD told him........tht i......(can't lisT heRe)
haiz....but i can'T do tht,coZ he is noT minE!
is enuFf tht he is beside me comfort me.......
i can'T request so much,if not i will losT wat i haD now!juZ wish to make a stop v diz momenT,even iS few sec...i dun care,dun minD at all!
i appreciate u likE how i appreciate my life...u noe wat i think!but u still keep saying sumthing tht let me felt sad!
anD u edi gavE mE an answer...
but i still being a fool~~even i noe u have gf.....
SEriously....i can'T let go u likE b4 5 month ago,coz i noe....even i put u down,the next sec i will bE fall again v u!iS haRd....the feelinG killinG me,sigh!
i'M heRe to leave some words 4 the only one~~
KyetheRinE SiM GuaT liNg
i caN't eveR founD a frEN like heR....
she will alwayz besidE me when i neeDed her!
she can put down all the thing when she noE i was accidenT n came immediately!
anD thE FXXKING BMW....U NEARLY KILL My babE.....luckly my babe is saFe noW~~=)
babe,i will appreciate u....not only now but forever n eveR!
muackZzz...
SAVE U iNSIDE MY HEART!<3
tHx 4 everyonE helpiNg me....
thx alot~~^^
thx god!!!
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