fiNal exaM + gRaduated daY

=)
finally i paSSeD v my final exaM~~
gonnA to miSs all oF my classmate n my loVely teacheR!x(
anyway....wish theM happy alwayZ~~

ouR creations~~
enjoy ya

spRinG/christmaS design

winteR/......'monSteR' i think

autumn/seA world

summeR/colourful v coconuT trEe

spriNG/musiC lifE

hoW was it?
nicE?
lolz....
tht is waT v juZ pRacticE feW week,kinDa rusH!!
buT luckly....wE didn'T dOne a suX works!=D

2nD exam,i fail bump-up,so haVe to resiT both of it again!!=(

dun haVe any piC v mY sux workS,deleteD it edi when i felt saD n disappointeD v my works!T.T
buT.....thX god!i paSSed when i resiT again!

-sumthiNg happenEd.....i deleteD thE resulT pic.....i duN think tht waS a big deal!-
apologize iF i werE wroNg!!!i wun posT any aBOUt tht agaiN!!
NOW N EVER!!!!!!

nTh special acT~~~
buT felT so 'bu she de' aT the lasT daY....
summoRE so fan v findinG joB~~
jobleSS....=(
skip it....
enjoY piC again~~~xD

my modEl~~

how u changE?=="

lolZ...

joycE_mE

izziT u'Re the 1 i noe?

mY gang~~xD

teacher...muackz!

-principal-

nTh special ler...
afTer exam,wenT back n resT!!!
hehe...

anyway....CongraTz all oF uS paSSed v thE final exam~~
anD
happY graduateD day!!!
well doNe!!!=)
take care my fren n teachers...=)

speNd moneY~~waT a daY???

18/12/2008

lolZ...
today i aTtend my claSs early....foR practiCe!!
acT i wisH to practicE botH of iT,buT finally kill up v lazineSs!
haVe a plan...iF i can't do well in trial,i will goinG back academY oN saturdaY!xD

timE waS really gone fasT!
arounD 1 sumthinG,i finisheD my make-up,buT i dun think my work waS satisfactory!=(
shoulD concentraTe v trial~~
skip it...

my work~.~

wat a suck work!!!

goinG to hang-out!=p

waiT miky siS remove thE suck makE up....
den v gonnA wenT to pavilioN n shop!shop!shop!
when i reacheD pavilion,thE 1st thinG tht i gonna to do is.....
tuesday i bought a cleansing oil from sHu-UemurA,
iT haVe manY diFF colouR,it mean diff colour iS foR diff skiN!!!
i tolD the stupiD salEs took the basiC wan 4 mE.....she say yelloW colour!yea,i noE tht of coz!!!
deN when i afteR claSS wanna open n use........WTH!!!!not the 1 i wan.....
she gave me green colour de~~~=="
teacheR say,green colour is 4 dispel wrinkle,mean 4 those women aRe abovE agE!!zzzzZZ summoRe moRe expensivE if comparE v otheR colour!!!
hello,i juZ 19 yearS old!!!not suitable 4 me......k?
act...the sales girl iS angelinE's cousin,so got 30% discounT!but....aftEr 30% thE cleansing oil alSo neeD Rm100 sumthing waT....
so i gonnA changE v it edi...
aRrivEd theRe the saleS waS off day....damn!!!
i juZ let other sales noe my caSe....den thE saleS called her~~~
shE paSS thE fon to me!!=="

S.S :ei,i edi tel u tht i took green colouR 4 u,b4 u pay!!!!
mE :huh?no leh,u didn'T tolD mE!
S.S :got!i got.....
mE :no leh...i callEd u took thE basiC wan 4 mE,u say yellow colouR wat.....
S.S :ya la....but i also got say....yellow,piNk anD greeN!!!
Me :zZzzzz....no lo,i didN't hear!!!
S.S :got la....i got say!if u wanna chanGe can't changE edi!!
mE :huh?can't changE?
S.S :yup,grEen colour also can use waT!!!
mE :buT my teacheR say 4 those above agE de women wor....
S.S :who say,i alSo usinG!!!ntH de la....buT can'T changE edi!!
mE :den ok la,nvm!!!

(p/s:S.S=STUpiD sales!xD)

WTF!!!!!
shE cheatinG me!!!!
dun do saleS,do swindler,moRe suitablE to her.
eveN no thT 30%,i also got money buy lo!!!DENG!!!!!
i dun thiNk tht i really nvM,i so damn............aRRgh~~~~
caLLed angelinE....i juZ keep @#$%^&*@#$%^&*!
after diZ...i felT sorry to heR!=(
coZ i noE nonE oF heR busineSS at all,buT tht momenT i can'T control my tempeR!~.~
aiks....wat to do?
juZ accepT it!!!!

i alSo moody edi....
walk arounD....'ForeveR 21' saleS,buT i didN't buy anythiNg theRe,sincE no clothes thT really make mE fascinated it!
walk ouT Forever 21...
wOW~~~CHARLES & KEITH saleS,my favoRitE!!
oF coz i boughT a paiR of shoE,sincE goT 40% discounT wor~~~

pAvilioN enD!!!!

2Nd rounD sG.wanG!!!
hMM....dun fElT to went there acT,but i got sumthing wanna buy.
ridiculous!i spenD aloT moneY aT sg.wanG....lolZ!doNno y also....
kepT spend n spenD!!!!spenD til can'T eveR stop it!!!

quite happy de lo,when i reacheD homE can c alot new stuff!!=p

ok...stop heRe!
^^
xoxo

t.T~~maiD gonE!

stupiD kakaK goNe!!
haVe to do housEwoRk joR....=(

aikS...
diZ maiD really...."san zoin yao fok buT zi fok"
gueSs wat she diD?
........
..........
............
..............
BrinG guyZ cum iN housE n slEep!waT a dAre....zzzZzzzz
acT thE security haD tolDed my aunty tHt hE saW twicE timE b4.....mY auntY exchangE foN numbeR v thT security,iF saw thE maid bring guyz again,muZ call heR forthright....

14 Dec 2008
aRounD 12 sumthinG i think....
my auntY came into my rooM,shE tell mE tht thE securitY called hEr,anD say the guyZ waS camE in ouR housE edi...
my responD waS....waT a daMn!!!!=="
aikS....
mY kai mA aCc my auntY go dowN....den my aunty kNock heRe dooR,and pretend asked her,y the gatE didN't closE!shE open thE door anD look rueful....=="shE saY...she sakiT gigi!!!
aFterthT my aunty calleD my kai ma go in heR room n c whether got ppl or noT....waT happeN afteR my kai ma go iN??(i will continuE thE story latEr...xD~~lolZ)

feW sec ago,mY kaI ma comE ouT,deN my aunty asked heR izzit got?
my kai ma saY....YES!!!
my auntY ask heR :"kenapA adA oranG di bilik awak??"
u noE wat the stupiD ansWeR??
"ada meH??tak adA aR!!manA adA???"
deN my kai ma saY she saW!!!
she still..... :"maNa aDa?tak adA la!!ya meh?saya tak nampak!!!"
=="
shiT hEr.....
deN i think insidE tht room de human is ghosT!!!!!
after the guy camE ouT...
shE only apologizE v my aunty....
"mampU,mum....iNi suamI saya,saya sakit gigi,panggil dia datang!!"
walau...alL alSo heR suami....
sumtimEs i saW a guyz bought heR food,den i asked who is tht...shE also say heR suami....Zzzz
memang banyak suami....lolZ!!
thE guy still daRe to ask my aunty,whether can comE in nexT timE or not!!=="
i gueSs my auntY waS leT him....booM!booM!booM!o.O

leT continuE the storY...
diZ is wat my kai mA toldEd me aftEr tht~~~
she go in....
den pull away thE blankeT....
theY 2 playinG tarik-tali therE...*.*
finallY~~my kai ma wiN!hahaZ...
buT shE geT shocK....
Ther rooM so dark + the guy daRk + he didn'T weaR shirT =???
waiT wait waiT....1 moRe pluS~~~
+ my maiD didn'T weaR brA = they get ready to....*eRhem!

geNg lo...
i alsO not daRe to bRing guyz coMe in,eveN is fren also get my aunty peRmissioN 1sT....

todaY wheN i back from class,
kakAk sudah balik kampunG~~~T.T
aiks...no chanCe to say GOOD-BYE tim!!

sigH...
neeD to do housework starT from tomolo!!
wuhUu....who williNg to help mE??T.t
sincE i so ke laiN~~><

*my Day*

13-12-2008

aRrg~~evenT timE again!
i slept latE,buT i dun fEel tired aT the early morninG....mayb aloT stuFf to thinK,can'T sleeP well~~~=(

aRounD 10.3o a.m,joyce reached thE BHP thT i calleD heR to wait for...*shE donno hoW to go thT evenT,neeD mE tO guidE,sinCe i so iNtelligencE...lolZ!xD*
hmM...reached SGM arounD 11 sumthinG,timE seem still early...v went to the canteen to have a siT anD wait for otheR ppl!
thE canteen iS daMn fXxxinG hoT,caN't tahan at all.....~.~

feW pic v took undeR thE hot session!=D
*mean the canteeN hot likE shiT la!hahaz....

pRettY stephY_mE^^

wannA noE heR?i intro...lolZ~~tsk!

the angle she took is nicE..=)

eVenT staRted.....
loLZ..i so luckly,juZ completEd 2 fulL make-up...xD
no choicE wor...my make up suckkk....nobody daRE to came my plaCe!hahaz...
2 hourS aGo...
finally v caN pick up ouR baggagE anD say gOODbYE to SGM!=)

afteR the evenT~~

ouR teaM membeR...

swT...=="

wohoo...donE!

afTer reacheD home,resT awhile....den go n find babE 4 dinnER!!
went to heR shop...her bf iS theRe!!so paiseh noH~~
buT i so admiRe heR...change bf agaiN!!swt...=="
can'T blAme her la....too sexy + prEtty edi!
iF i'm guyZ,i will go oN on her also!xD

Rueful...T.T
i losT 350+++.....gueSsed wat??
i buY 2 paiR oF shoE in heR shop,350++ gonE!!!><
sigh...
I watched iT,fascinated!so juZ bring it homE~~

japanesE fooD...suCkkkkkkk!!
otheR than sushi...i can'T accepT othEr japanese food edi....mM gam ngo sek!
thE taste really....OMG!
buT got fEw cheF look not baD...xD

afTer the dinner,walk around at desa park city...alot ppl theRe..!!
i likE the chrismAs devise...=)
not bad~~

iCe deeR*

meRry chrismaS~~~xD

haVe to stop noW.....
ntH to write anymoRe....=D

ouTdateD taggED bY mellisSa!!o.O

layiNG oN my beD...doNno waT posE shoulD do!!=="buT diZ is thE 1st piC i tooK b4 do diZ!=p

1. take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture right now..


2. don't change ur clothes, just take a picture..


3. post that picture with NO editing..


4. post the picture with these instruction..


5. tag 7 people to this..


6. *no tag backs*



tag list:
-Stephy
-mikY
-emmeNt
-aliciA......

pS:juZ have 4 persOn to taG!!=(

eVerythiNg is paSseS!

juZ noW i sMs-inG v kenji....he tolded tht he aT cOco,tht time i feel curious!
y all mY ex will start visit club aftEr brokE up v mE?=="
buT theRe is onE thiNg i coulD noe,theY r noT beloNg to mE anymoRe.....

sigh....
he suddenly tell me tht he really loVe mE,cal mE duN leave hiM!
he was DRUNK!!
if noT i wun heaR sucH worDs froM hiM anymoRe,althought wat he donE waS fail...buT i gueSS tht he wun tolD me about wat he feel edi!
i reply him n tell him dun like tht....den i get a called from hiM....
oN the foN....he juz saY a sentence to me den direct close!
doNNo y....i started worrieD him after the cal!
i sms asked him,wat happen v him,izzit ok?
he told mE he is ok,juz too love me n miss me,and tell mE i'm the one he love the most.....afTer time passeS he moRe love mE......
i donno wat to say v diZ moment,did i really huRt him so mucH?i thinK so....aNd he becomE like tht all iS my fault!

i'M soRry keNji!!
u should understanD eitheR 1 i can chooSe....
iF u r mE,hoW will u choosE?
thE 1 u loVe the mosT?or the onE loVe u the mosT?
i doNno...i really doNno!
iF i'M wroNg....y i caN't find a reasoN to let him go?
iF i'm wroNg....y i still being a fool?
if i'm wroNg....y i still waiT for him,eveN he told mE tht he not lovE me anymoRe....?

iT same likE u.....
iF now...i call u give up on mE,can u do tHt?
i moRe suffEr v it,sumtimeS i really donno wat he wan,wat he think....i juz trying to lie myself,dunwan to facE it,scare to lost everything i have now!

unless sorry,i still can do wat 4 u?
i think there's nth i can do....u had change uR blog url.....i can't ever read ur blog edi!
althought i have ur password,but tht is uR privaTE,and i not daRe to try,i scarE all the thing will never bE same again!!!T.T

u muz noe........
thE reasoN i can't accept u again,not bcoz of feeder!
even feeder is not appear,my decision also wun changE!

i noE u sleep edi...
i have nth to worry about u edi!
nitEzzz...

【:*+_ωїйĢș σƒ тёǻяЅ_+*:】

wiNg oF teaRs

PleaSe don'T tell mE not to crY

plEase doN't saY there was a reasoN y

U don't noE waT i am feeliNg
oR how mucH i hurT

ThE weT spotS aRe froM tearS oN thE collaR oF shirT
u think i shoulD go oN wiF liFe
ForgeT abouT iT anD bE stroNg
buT deep dowN i am saD,anD i don't wan tO go aloNg

i doN't expecT u to understand y
foR no appaRent reason anD starT to crY

my liFe haS changeD foReveR, u sEe
anD tHt is y i aM noT actiNg likE the samE olD me
sO please doN't try to acT likE ntH happeNeD
bcoZ it's chanGed mY lifE foreveR
i wilL neveR bE tHe samE agaiN
noT todaY,noT tomolO,bUt neveR

thE besT thiNg u caN do foR me iS juZ b theRe
juZ likE alwayz,my fren
mY brokeN hearT is hurtiNg baD
anD iT will neVer meNd

i NeeD u....*.*
i miSs u....>.o
i loVe yoU....831*<3

eVelyN
03 deC 2008
06:46p.M

leaVe heRe n go suMwheRe beloNg to mE!

yeAH!i GoT iT......^^

woHoo.....^^
my desiGn is ouT.....
withouT anY inspiration,i doNno how i do it alSo!=="
buT i likE my desigN sO so so sO mucH!=)

hMm...
today i haVe to do myselF...
coZ there'S 5 persoN in mY claSs onlY...
AngelinE partneR V stephY...
deN evelyN(not mE k..) n joycE theY havE no idea v iT,summoRe joycE didN't brinG heR make up producT,so teacheR cal theM practice fantasy makE-up (face paintiNg)!
tHt y no 1 i can paRtneR v....
iS ok la,bcoZ everydaY also goT 1 persoN havE to do heRself!
skip iT...*.*

heRe iS thE piC~~

diZ iS waT afTer teacehR correcT v uS!

winteR#spriNg

a design iNcompleTe~~>.o

will shoW a compleTe design sooN....'',)
acT i wish to creatE a winteR feeL,buT losT ideA la!=(
dO my design iS niCe?=p
i think so....lolZ!
aikS....i think i shouldn't happY earlieR,still goT face paintinG!tht iS waT will b exam too!
doNno wat to draw~~~
alwayZ thinK thinK thinK!!!!!
makE me headachE v iT.....sigh!

y'day my tears was flow down when hE say sucH word to mE....
iS likE killinG my hearT,donno how to describE the feelinG!
i can'T believE at all...do u still the onE i noe?
Speechless!!!
i waS askeD myselF y it is?
i couldn't geT thE answEr.....
izziT i still neeD to continuE tht pretend wat he wish i bE for?
i'm soRRy la....
uR resOlute rEfuSal caMe aS a suRprise.........buT do u thinK u r successful in front oF me?
nopE at alL.........
i didN't blamE u treat me sO heartleSs,coZ i havE nO qualificAtioN to blame u at all!
i'M the onE hurT u 1St,i shoulD accepT tHt u suddenly becomE a sencEleSs persoN.....
anyway...i juZ wish u will b happY alwayZ!

between....
i thiNk fren n mE....he will noT chooSe mE!
dun woRRy!
iF i'd been hurtiNg,thT iS waT i choosE....i'M ok!
u guyz muZ b happy....aNd wish u guyz friendship will neVer enD!
=)

haiz...
headache again!
juZ stop heRe....


niteZ*

*The smiliNg faCe iN thE skY* :)

40 yearS onlY oncE timE,iF u missED it,iS so wasteD!
tHE skY waS smilinG...=)
delighted wHen i saW iT!!

:)

*Makê A wïšh*

TrillioN oF sTaRs hangiNg in thE niTe skY,
aLl i seE is uR twinKliNg eyEs,
cAN u C HoW i feeL foR u when i lookeD into uR eyeS,
i noE eacH timE i hardlY get a chance to talk with u...
theRe iS nothiNg mucH i can do abouT iT when u turN mE oFf...
aLl i knoW iF u eveR wan to give me a chance for me to get close wif u,
i'll do wateveR it takeS to reach uR heaRt!
Faithful iS the oNly worD i noE how to loVe sumonE wif all my heaRT anD soul.
This is aN extRaordinarY feeliNgs i felt for u,
Can't u notice iT!!

iF theRe arE 100 ppl iN diz worlD tht love u,
i am dEfinitelY onE of them...
iF there arE 10 ppl iN diZ tht lovE u,
i am deFinitely onE of them tOo...
buT....
iF theRe is no onE elsE leFt in the worlD tht loVe u,
tHt means....
i am no longeR in diz worlD bcoZ i caN'T havE u.....


wisH everYonE smilE alwayZ~~
anD...
4geT all thE sadneSs!=)