eVerythiNg is paSseS!

juZ noW i sMs-inG v kenji....he tolded tht he aT cOco,tht time i feel curious!
y all mY ex will start visit club aftEr brokE up v mE?=="
buT theRe is onE thiNg i coulD noe,theY r noT beloNg to mE anymoRe.....

sigh....
he suddenly tell me tht he really loVe mE,cal mE duN leave hiM!
he was DRUNK!!
if noT i wun heaR sucH worDs froM hiM anymoRe,althought wat he donE waS fail...buT i gueSS tht he wun tolD me about wat he feel edi!
i reply him n tell him dun like tht....den i get a called from hiM....
oN the foN....he juz saY a sentence to me den direct close!
doNNo y....i started worrieD him after the cal!
i sms asked him,wat happen v him,izzit ok?
he told mE he is ok,juz too love me n miss me,and tell mE i'm the one he love the most.....afTer time passeS he moRe love mE......
i donno wat to say v diZ moment,did i really huRt him so mucH?i thinK so....aNd he becomE like tht all iS my fault!

i'M soRry keNji!!
u should understanD eitheR 1 i can chooSe....
iF u r mE,hoW will u choosE?
thE 1 u loVe the mosT?or the onE loVe u the mosT?
i doNno...i really doNno!
iF i'M wroNg....y i caN't find a reasoN to let him go?
iF i'm wroNg....y i still being a fool?
if i'm wroNg....y i still waiT for him,eveN he told mE tht he not lovE me anymoRe....?

iT same likE u.....
iF now...i call u give up on mE,can u do tHt?
i moRe suffEr v it,sumtimeS i really donno wat he wan,wat he think....i juz trying to lie myself,dunwan to facE it,scare to lost everything i have now!

unless sorry,i still can do wat 4 u?
i think there's nth i can do....u had change uR blog url.....i can't ever read ur blog edi!
althought i have ur password,but tht is uR privaTE,and i not daRe to try,i scarE all the thing will never bE same again!!!T.T

u muz noe........
thE reasoN i can't accept u again,not bcoz of feeder!
even feeder is not appear,my decision also wun changE!

i noE u sleep edi...
i have nth to worry about u edi!
nitEzzz...