Sunday, January 18, 2009

SPEECHLESS! DESPAIR!

i'M who 4 U?

NO!
i coulD asK.....
u'Re minE whO?

somEtimeS,
i felT myself iS reallY RidicuLous!

i loVed hIm!
bUt........
wHo he lovEd?
perhaps...
no onE elsE!
perhaps...
iS 'HeR'!
absolutely.......NOT mE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sigH~~

"I suddenly felt myself like a doLl,acTing all kinDs oF joys anD sorrowS.There r loTs oF shining tHreaD oN my back,coNtrolliNg aLl my acTioN!"

u wiLL NEVER get the answeR iF suM1 iNtendeD tO keep iT as a secreT....

i guesseD...
diZ is thE besT way 4 mE!
dUn speak oUT,
bcoZ in thE enD.....i wuN geT anythiNg aS i waN!
Probably....
afTer i spokE it ouT,juZ will makE sum1 feel unbearAble anD embarRassed v iT!!!
waT caN i do?
telL mE,tell mE pleaSe.........iF can,i suRe will folloW the waY!!!!!

dUn calleD me founD sum1 tht really
loVe me,
caRe me,
treat me v sincEre.....
aNd wisH mE happY eveR!
coulD u eveR noE
there'S no onE can tooK away my heaRt except u.
T.T

oR........
i shoulD aCcept thE trutH??

i reallY loVe u,
closE an eyEs,i toT i caN 4geT....buT teaRs flowiNg dowN,doeS noT deceiVe to myselF anymoRE!


Joyful sUm happiNess is so bE similAr,but izziT joyful meaN happineSs?

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